Lost At The Fair
Help, my mother is lost
among the swarm clatter, the organ-grind blinks
of bits of rainbow bulbs broken and fizzed,
among drunk'd hens that stagger and jeer,
eye-ink bleeding a blind calamity.
Help, my mother is lost here.
Have you seen her?
A blur of hope and Sunday mornings,
of school-gate joy,
of catch-your-death scarf,
of Christmas,
of always-there.
Gone.
The ghost-train man grabs me.
His ride hurls a threnody over the sea,
seeking the place where my tiny hand was last gripped
and released, to fall away
like rain's attenuating clatter,
into melted drains.
"Mummy! I want my mummy!"
A spider's harp sings "Help me!"
Where is she?